|It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...
||[16 Feb 2005|12:19am]
So it's easy to say...i've been all smiles lately.
I'm not really sure what the reasoning is behind it, if there is any...but whatev I'm happy for it!
Me and Sarah are making dinner tomm. for my family...should be interesting.
Well, adios amigos.
||[10 Feb 2005|09:02pm]
Well, tomorrow is Friday and there is a basketball game, I love going to them.
We have a week off and I'm thoroughly excited for it.
Valentines day is Monday...and guess who is without a lovely Valentine? Ohhh yeah, that's me.
I guess that means i'm pretty damn awesome.
Maybe not though.
Mm school keeps on flying by! YESS.
Well, yeah thats it.
||[30 Jan 2005|08:50pm]
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN (DON'T CHEAT)
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
5. If you chose... Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose: California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday
|I kissed a drunk boy, yes I did, I kissed a drunk boy on the lips
||[30 Jan 2005|04:22pm]
You want to know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
I'm the one that's honking at you 'cause I left late again
Hey! Hey! Hey!
Can't you see I want you by the way I push you away, yeah!
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today
Mix the words up with the action do it all for your reaction, yeah.
Get tangled up in me
You want to know more, more, more about me
Got to know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
You think that you know me (Get tangled up in me)
You think that I'm lonely (Get tangled up in me)
When everything I do is only to get tangled up in you...
You want to know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
||[26 Jan 2005|06:50pm]
You all just wait.
||[17 Jan 2005|04:46pm]
[x] they call me: Lauren, Lo..
[x] sex: Female
[x] birthday: in 2 months exactly...March 17th
[x] status: single
[x] occupation: Pita Ped
[x] college planning to go to: Macomb for first year...then shipping off..me and Sarah are thinkin' State..or Western.
[x] future resident of: A warm place
[x] wedding: on a beach
[x] children: 2
[x] feeling: a lil' bored..kinda tired
[x] Listening: to nothing
[x] doing: this sucka
[x] Talking to: Vince
[x] craving: salt n' vinger chips for some strange reason.
[x] thinking of: my mom
[x] hating: noone really
[x] love is: sick
[x] first love: some would say Matt
[x] love or lust?: love is fake so lust mother fers
[x] true or false: ummm?
[x] turn ons: nice teeth, good hands
[x] turn offs: I'm the queen of finding lil' things to turn me off...
[x] holler n ask for numbers?: If I feel like being an idiot, yes
[x] can you swim?: I don't enjoy it, but yes I can
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: I don't really get embarrassed...but, I can think of one time and only a few ppl know about it...lets just say...if you knew what it was this would ring a bell...Meijer parking lot, peeling a sticker off, putting my head in my steering wheel..making up a story.
[x] what are you scared of?: loosing the people I care about..
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: being so gosh darn awesome
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: a cute one
[x] do you like tomatoes?: sometimes
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4?
[x] how many phones in the house?: 4
[x] how many residents?: 4 as of right now...5 when my sister comes home
[x] Hair color: poop
[x] Eye color?: poop
[x] Height: 5'2 or 3...
[x] Do u wear contacts or glasses?: both sir
[x] do u have any piercing? 2 in each ear
[x] How are you today? fine, and yourself?
[x] What pants are you wearing right now?: cut off scrub ones
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? a tie dye one..
[x] What does your hair look like at the moment?: up in a pony w/ headbands
[x] What song are u listening to right now?: not one at the moment
[x] Last person you talked to on the phone?: Erica
[x] Last Dream you can remember?:
Me: Sarah do you want to hang out?
Me: Why not?
Sarah: Because I'm going to get my flanks removed so I'll be ready for Cancun
Me: Ohh, ok
[x] Who are you talking to right now?: Erica
[x] What time is it?: 4:59
______More about YOou______
[x] What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 7829
[x] If u were a crayon, what color would you be?: blue
[x] What's the next CD you are going to buy?: pry none, cuz if i want one i'll pry jus burn it
[x] What's the stupidest thing u ever done?: believed lies
[x] If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: alot
[x] Where do you shop the most? aber
[x] How many kids do you want to have?: 2
[x] Shampoo?: Pantene
[x] Do you have your own phone line?: cell
[x] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes
[x] Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? sprained my ankle
[x] Who do you dream about?: you
[x] Who do you tell your dreams to?: Sarah, Erica, Mil
[x] Who's the loudest friend you have?: AMELIA by far
[x] Who's the quietest friend?: Erica
______You and love ______
[x] Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? heeeck no
[x] Do you have a crush?: kinda
[x] Who is your crush?: a cute one..
[x] Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Hawaii, it's so pretty there..
[x] Do you find yourself attractive?: not one bit
[x] Do you find yourself ugly?: I don't think i'm the most ugly person ever..
[x] Do others find you attractive?: ask them
[x] Color: blue
[x] food: anything...
[x] Fast Food: I don't really dig fast food that much anymore..but, it would pry be Wendys
[x] Candy: anything fruity.
[x] Ice Cream Flavor?: Vanilla
[x] Sport?: none really
[x] number?: 3
[x] Scent?: Coconut lime Vebena or whatever it's called..omg it's so good..
[x] Board Game?: sorrrry
[x] Saying?: No, I'm Lauren...nice to meet you
____________Have you ever ____________
[x] Wanted to kill someone?: No, I think I would feel to bad
[x] Broke the law?: yea
[x] Ran from the cops?: no
[x] Tried to kill yourself?: everyday of my life
[x] Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: of course
|Fill it out hookers.
||[10 Jan 2005|05:21pm]
-What's my full name?
-What school do I go too, and what grade am I in?
-How old am I, and whens my birthday?
-Who are my best friends?
-What color are my hair and eyes?
-What kind of body type do I have?
-What's your first thought when you see me?
-Am I outgoing?
-full of myself?
-Miss me if I was gone?
-Hold hands with me?
-Have sex with me?
-Give me the time of day?
-What kind of person do you think I am?
-Am I trashy?
-Do I have friends?
-Who was my first love?
-Who was my first kiss?
-My last kiss?
-Who am I crushing on?
-Am I a virgin?
-What's my favorite color?
-What's my best quality?
-And my worst one?
Write something you want to tell me, but never really did...
||[23 Dec 2004|12:04am]
Give it up already.
|O c'mon dolls...you know you're dying to fill this outtt!
||[15 Dec 2004|05:58pm]
1. Am I cute?:
2. Am I hot?:
3. Am I sweet?:
4. Am I crazy?:
5. Am I loveable?:
6. Am I funny?:
7. Am I annoying?:
8. Am I psycho?:
9. Am I daring?:
10. Am I a good person?:
11. Am I sexy?:
11. Hug me?:
12. Miss me if I was gone?:
13. Listen to my problems?:
14. Hug me if i cried?:
15. Be a good friend?:
16. Ever go out with me?:
17. If you already have would you do it again?:
18. Kiss me?:
19. Have rough sex with me?
20. Marry me if you could?:
*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How tall am I?:
23. What school do I go to?:
24. Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is my best friend?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite food?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:
*****IF YOU COULD*****
36. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
37. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
38. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
39. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
40.What do you love about me?:
41. What do you hate about me?(seriously):
42. What is my best quality?:
43. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
44. What is your honest opinion about me?
|that's right, that's right.
||[12 Dec 2004|09:39pm]
I want you all to comment to this entry with anything you want... Post it anonymously if you want, just be completely honest.. Whether it's something good something you hate about me, something you've been wanting to tell me.. anything, just leave some love, dove
|mmm lets see here
||[09 Dec 2004|02:39pm]
Well, nothing really has been up same ol' stuff...a week from tomm. we are out for Christmas! yay!
Well, lets see some highlites of the past week.
Me and Erica going to Jarvis' friends Christmas partying..not knowing everyone was dressed up...Erica at least had a nice sweater on, well as for me, I was wearing a hoodie. We felt like asses so we left and changed. We came back and just whatever...it was odd. An old man there grabbed my crotch...eww, I was so offended.
Went to the mall a couple times.
-figured out my Cancun stuff...and I'm not going to be short of money! WOO that's so exciting.
-CHRISTMAS IS COMING UP!
-I'm gettin' another j-o-b...so pretty soon i'm gonna be makin' lots of cash flow. woop. I'll be workin' everyday tho...but it's my choice cuz I don't want to quit Pita, cuz I love it too much.
Me and Sarah had some random fun...then came home and napped...then cutie pies Fliz n' Gib came over. Those boys are a riot. We watched Elf...and played some PING PONG. They were becoming overly obbessed with it...me and Sirray had a good time laughing at them play.
Mmm...toady school was gay..and I don't want to go tomm. either. booo.
Well, time for worky woopy.
||[01 Dec 2004|07:03pm]
You and your untouchable face.
||[16 Nov 2004|08:55pm]
So yeah, this whole guy thing and Lauren...doesn't work, gag me, guys are so immature and ridiculous it's insane. I also love the drama I'm some how ALWAYS brought into without doing anything. It's wonderful. If you're friends with a guy...and they have a girlfriend...for everyone who doesn't know...you want them. Yea, sorry my feelings got over about ummmm 2 months ago. yep, yep. But, keep on rockin' rock starr. School is going good tho, it's going by fast. It seems so surreal, that I am a senior in highschool...getting ready for college. All the people that I was so close to in the last four years, have some how faded away...for the best of course though! I've realized who my true friends are...and people who I can call up just to bitch with. So thanks SArah. ERica. AMelia. ANgela. =). They are babes. So I know that guys suck, but I would totally just love to have a guy that I can make so happy. Someone that would be completely crazy about me, and I would be completely crazy about them. I have learned so much from my last relationship...and I know how I need to be treated, and I know how to treat a guy. I just wish I had someone to show how good I could be. (wonderful quote from John Mayer..."I still think the best of me, is hiding up my sleeve") I want a guy that will give me a chance and not just judge by what they've heard, I want a guy that doesn't just want ass, I want a guy that is out going, goofy, and sensitive. I want to be swept off my feet like you see in the movies, I want to be head over heels crazy and know that if my day is falling apart a kiss from that guy would make everything piece back together. Ughhhh, yea. I'm done now, I'm getting too into it. Well, keep on rocking folks. Kisses.
||[26 Oct 2004|09:24pm]
Okay so yea..I've been feelin' very poetic lately so I decided to show you all what I wrote...roooccckkk on.
You’re indecisive, and I’m a nervous wreck.
You've planned it out and you think you’ve got me too a tee.
You write me off as a lost cause and never replace your unanswered thoughts.
I’m left wondering confused and alone.
While you’re left plotting your destination and succeeding all your desired attempts
You've got what you've wanted and just left me to vent.
I'm tired and I’m weak yet you never even gave me the chance to speak.
I’m lost and confused while you’re outdated and successful.
I’ve got this idea in my head,
One that I don’t think anyone has ever said.
I’m alright but still comfortably confused.
And you’re hanging out while I’m hardly hanging on.
I’ve got it figured out,
I want something that no one even knows about.
I want to hold on and be able to let go when I want.
I want a comfort zone without being too comfortable.
I want a hand holder, a midnight dozer.
I’m not ok alone, but I’m not ok attached
Give me something in the middle,
Something reassuring but true.
Give me something in the middle,
With a little bit of you.
I’m content on the outside
While screaming on the inside.
I want affection, without emotion.
|Mmm, its been a while.
||[12 Oct 2004|12:19pm]
Well, for starters, my sister is back from Iraq for 2 weeks. Well not two weeks anymore but you know. Let's see here hc was a goodtime I suppose. My date Darren was a total babe and treated me like such a doll. It was a nice. The dance wasn't so wonderful. But the after party, was grand. I don't think i've had that much fun before. Didn't get to sleep until like 5ish...but hey, it was worth it. I made some new friend w/o even knowing it! haha. Mm Saturday we had a party for my sister, it was a blast, lemme tell ya. Me, Sar, n' Boo started our drinkin' at like 4ish and didn't end til' way later. We started off our night w/ getting into a fight w/ my PUNK ROCKER cousins friend. What a terd she was, we told her what was upppp. According to her we have the "showered" look. Hmmm that's a bad thing now I suppose? After that we chowed...drank some more, and sang kareokee. I had tons of drunken family that liked to blurt out crazy things. Later on J. Gibby and Flaugh man came by, and I think they were totally creeped out by the fam. but w/eeee gotta love them. When the family calmed down, we all watched a movie. The guys ended up passing out at like 4 something where me and Sar didn't go to bed til' 7, it was insane. Goodness. Work has been grand, me, Erica and Sarah totally messed w/ our bosses car last night. Most def. saran wrapped his whole car, wrote all over it and put wet toliet paper on it. HAHA. By the end of the night we were being chased by him, and a whole bunch of eggs. It was funnnny, I guess you would have had to of been there to understand the whole story. Afterwards, we stopped at Steves home to mingle w/ some fellas, then home for sleep. Goodtimes. I broke my tailbone today in gym, it was painful. HAHA. It'll happen. 3 half days coming up and I am more than excited. I love napping. Later gators.
|Making this short and sweet.
||[12 Sep 2004|09:39pm]
Alot happened in the past week, but nothing is going to hold me down.
I will and have already learned so much more.
*Everything happens for a reason*
Mucho thanks to Sar n' Mil.
Christina...thanks for the talk.
|muah ha ha ha
||[16 Aug 2004|09:59pm]
Well, nothing major has been going on.
Met some real babes yesterday.
What a good time.
I love my ladies.
Jarvis is cute.
Annnnnd that's that.
||[09 Aug 2004|11:36pm]
Well, nothing interesting has been goin' on...
Me and Sar made up a daily routine...
It consists of...
An 11 o'clock wake up call from Sarah..
She comes over...
We decide what we want for lunch...eat lunch, or go to the mall...
Then we make a random visit to a lucky fella,
We call Milly...
Get dissed...We know it's not your fault..
Then we go to my house er her house...
Take a nap..
Then I go to work...or she goes to soccer.
Ha, how grand.
My great boop a loop...I am so proud of her, she is a CHAMP. YAAAA BOOOOO YEAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Mmhmm so that's all.
Dave is my new friend, he is such a peach.
I seen Hermy baby today, I was SO excited. I love him.
Woo yea, that's all.
Also, just know I fucking hate you sometimes. RAWR.